Thursday, September 9, 2010

The beginning

And that day is here. Bright morning sunshine streaks through the blinds, nudging you awake. In that sweet subconscious spot where you are neither asleep nor awake, you are jolted to full awareness by the the thought that today is the big day.You get up and wake up the rest of the sleepy heads. Looking at the tousled hairs and dreamy eyes and you cannot believe how fast time has flown! The house address and phone numbers have been memorized and repeated, the bag is packed, the excitement of the last few days has been replaced by a slight trepidation. You get everybody in the car, yelling instructions at every step, trying to appear calm though you are past hyperventilating inside. Then you reach the destination. You turn back in your seat and see a nervous smile on his face, the look that says "I'm confused. Should I be happy or anxious?" You walk to that door, beyond which you are not allowed, beyond which a whole new world beckons him, a world where you will not be able to hold his hand, or give him a hug to comfort your own fears or go over all instructions twice to make sure he remembers.

No, all you can do is let go. And watch as he joins the sea of other anxiously smiling faces.
...ah!yes, school has started.

8 comments:

Priya (Yallapantula) Mitharwal said...

dear, good luck with new school, hope your kid had a great day in school. They all do, it is just us the mothers who panic and worry about them and wonder what or how they will manage without us. So, with you as my son also started K this year.

Divs said...

Awww...hugs! I feel the exact same way.

Obsessivemom said...

I'm new to the club but I so agree with the first-day-at-school feeling -- don't know who was more scared - the kids or I. Great post.

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Veens said...

Aww.. this is such a sweet post :o)

Swati Kamath said...

Nice post. and cute pics.